Deep thoughts by Jenn

I did not realize how slow the healing process was going to be. I thought it was going to go by a lot quicker. So far it hasn't. I'm struggling with trying to be patient and take my time.

Every day, Kris makes sure I have everything I need before he goes to work, including carrying the cold therapy unit from the bedroom to the living room and moving the CPM machine to the couch before he goes to work. He even makes sure there is a computer chair in the kitchen so if I want something to eat or drink, I can do it myself.

With that being said, now it's time for my thoughts

First off, it gets boring. All I do is watch tv, play around on Facebook and Twitter , read and use the CPM machine. Also, when I want to get up, I have to unhook the tubes for the cold therapy machine and position myself on the crutches. I'm pretty slow getting around, especially when I have been sitting for awhile. I'm used to being able to do things for myself. Also, I am used to being able to make something to eat, and go to the living room and watch tv.  Having crutches makes it harder, I know it's the best for me to relax and not rush this. Also, it's going to take 6 weeks from the time of surgery for the screws to fix into the bone.

If you are in this predicament or know someone that has had surgery realize that it's very difficult for the person. They are having to relearn how to do things that normally are pretty easy tasks. Also, always say yes to company. It's easier to ask a friend to go in the kitchen and bring you food instead of feeling like you are a burden or isolated.

I need to work on patience and not being stubborn. Trust me.